Wednesday, December 20, 2006
i've just finished my 3am early morning snack, how sinful. and it's raining again and i hope it continues till 12pm! and i would especially love for it to be a thunderstorm between 9am to 12pm so that i won't have to go for compulsory school training. oh God, please let it be! (:

so today was a really lazy day at home. sleeping till 4pm and watching teevee and online browsingshopping the only time i left the house was to get food from 7-11 (which i have managed to wipe out already curry puff, sugar roll and chupachups) and to transfer money for all my online purchases which worries me cause i'm using my savings (years of angpao money!) and though i claim i'd put a 100back when i get my allowence it's still scary. you know, the idea of spending money even before you get it? which probably means i'm going to be broke in january. but just as well, the momma wants me to be a hardcore mugger next year, and she'll make sure i stay home even if she has to chain me to my table. well she has managed to scare me after looking at my report book, telling me my results aren't good enough to get me anywhere (and i know that) and not scolding me, which just makes me feel sosososo guilty. and since sunday night i've been worrying about my results, but haven't done anything. i am such a loser i swear ): i have a feeling i'll be rushing through my homework during the first week of school which makes me dread school so much more.

well right now i'm going to try conquering russia! in my history textbook. and get my ass to sleep soon before i oversleep and miss training and have coach hang me upside down on the fence and "CHCK!" at me. hur